When I don't worship the Lord,
I feel lost like a withered leaf in a whirlwind.
When I don't worship Him,
I don't know who I am
as I couldn't see who He is.
I get established only when I exalt Him.
My state of being is entirely dependent on
how much I worship Him.
Worship is not just singing songs or praising through hymns.
Worship is
an earnest longing for more of Him.
the soul's urge to seek after the truth.
the inner being fully soaked in His thoughts.
seeing Him through everything.
tasting His grace and wondering His beauty in every walk of life.
being grateful for the life He has given.
filling myself with His precious Word.
being aware of His presence inside and all around.
losing myself in the wonder of who He is.
submitting to His Lordship over my life.
loving every moment of being ruled by Him.
never-ending search for understanding divinity.
realizing how fragile and weak I am before His magnificent Power.
accepting my nothingness and be filled up with His potential.
letting go of the vain checklist of the world and holding on to what matter the most.
taking my eyes off evil and looking upto His goodness.
falling at His feet and being carried away.
longing for that communion with Him in the Garden of Eden.
walking by His side to learn what He teaches.
breaking down all that is precious and pouring at His feet.
Nothing else satisfies.
Nothing else makes sense.
He is the life.
He is the truth.
He is the way.
Indeed loving Him to the core.
~.~. JC Nithya .~.~.
28 August 2026.
