painting His Dream...

with colors of love.



















It's been nineteen years.

We still miss you.

Every conversation..even the ones with all the fun
ends up with you and your memories.

You are the reason behind many of our smiles till today.
You are the reason behind many of our tears as well.

It still hurts your parents to see your pictures.
It still hurts your sisters to think of all the good times.

You're the best son any parent would long to have.
You've been the best brother any sister would wish to have.

Though I have only a vague memory of you,
I miss the beautiful relationship i could have had with you.

Still there are so many "if only"s, only you can complete 
and so many "Wish you were"s, only you can fulfill.

You loved us all like a child. 
so much of love with so much purity.
You never preached us about Jesus.
But we found Him through the way you lived.

Yes, we know you're in a better place
rejoicing with the Lord you loved the most.
We can't forget you, dear Uncle.
We hope to meet you soon.

You are an indispensable part of our lives.
We miss you lots.


With Love,
Nithya JC. 16.9.2012.






Every time someone asks me, "Why are you still single?", I wish I could ask them back "Why are you still married?" ;)

Being Single doesn't mean that I had a 'love-failure'. 
(The term has no place in my dictionary because I strongly believe "Love never fails")
Being Single doesn't mean that I'm too career-focused. 
(I certainly know there're more important things in life than money)

Being Single doesn't mean that my parents are selfish. 
(For God's sake, you have no rights to talk about them!)
Being Single doesn't mean that I'm afraid to handle marital issues. 
(I'm strong enough to face challenges in life whether it is before or after getting married)

Being Single doesn't mean that I'm still seeking Mr.Perfect.
(Just shut up! I know the mess I am and I would never even dare to do that.)
Being Single doesn't mean that I'm a lesbian. 
(Yes, I've faced that question as well.. :(..)

Being Single doesn't mean that I'm dreaming too much to actually fall in love. 
(My dreams have nothing to do with a guy. They're of much higher level than what you could think of)
Most of all, Being Single doesn't mean that I'm desperate!!!!

Being Single just means I'm living life by myself as I'm still to find someone to share it with.  It may be too late. I may find or I may not. But that doesn't affect my happiness a bit.

To all of you who have made such huge assumptions about me, I ask only one thing.
Before you start pointing out somebody's mistakes or start advising them, please do consider how much effort have you taken to understand them from where they stand and what they're made of.

I'm happy being Single! I know I'll be happy when I get married too.
Because, I believe in a God who makes everything beautiful in its time!

Thank you for all your concern. Sorry, I don't need it anymore!!!

~.~. JC Nithya ~.~.





All we hear around us is to "Never never give up". But lately I learnt that sometimes we need to give up.

We need to give up trying to find all the answers; some questions are never meant to be answered. 

We need to give up figuring a way out for every problem; some solutions unfold at the right time in the right way. 


We need to let go of certain people; some relationships are not meant to last a lifetime.

We need to give up walking by sight and start walking by faith.



~.~. JC Nithya .~.~













yes 
you hurt me 

you think you're superior 
you pretend to be innocent 
you act like you ll never be judged 
you forget the wounds you created 

you find it easy to push aside the past 
you boost up broken ego by belittling others 
you lie about everything just to make your way 
...

i wish i could. 
but i do not hate you 
my friend. 

i see 
a fearful child 
deep down inside of you 
standing alone 
never been accepted 
longing to be valued 
craving to be loved 

i wish roses on your path 
so one day you ll stop to see the thorns 

i wish light in your world 
so one day you'll see things as they are 

i wish you be loved unconditionally 
so one day you'll know how cruel you were. 

i wish you many more days to live 
so one day you ll know what you've lost.


~.~. JC Nithya .~.~

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